Jack Cheng

About the Author

Jack Cheng was born in Shanghai and grew up in a suburb of Detroit. After a few years in advertising as art director and copywriter, he left to start his own company, co-founding Disrupto, makers of Steepster and Memberly. He became a full-time writer in 2013 and published These Days, his debut novel about the human side of technology. He currently lives in Brooklyn, is exceedingly charming, and—Wait a minute. What’s going on? Those aren’t my—

JACK: It was starting to sound like every other bio. Too slow for my taste. Cut to the chase.

BIOGRAPHER: Maybe you should just write this yourself then.

JACK: I’m not paying you so I can write it myself.

BIOG: You’re not paying me at all!

JACK: Fine, I’ll double it.

BIOG: I can’t work like this.

JACK: Triple. But that’s my last offer.

BIOG: Look, I was doing this as a favor. For helping me move that Expedit bookcase down four flights of stairs.

JACK: That was a heavy bookcase.

BIOG: And I really appreciated the help.

JACK: You could’ve taken it apart, you know. Before we moved it.

BIOG: I know … but I lost the hex wrench thingy and didn’t want to go to the hardware store just to get—Hey, just what are you trying to do here?

JACK: I’m not trying to do anything.

BIOG: …

JACK: Look, I want you to write it. But I have a few suggestions. Help me help you.

BIOG: Like what?

JACK: You’ve told them what I’ve done, where I’ve lived, but you haven’t given them a sense of who I am, what I’m like. What my biggest pet peeve is. You haven’t asked me to tell a funny joke.

BIOG: Tell me a funny joke.

JACK: I’m not good at telling jokes.

BIOG: But you just said—

JACK: I know what I said. It’s your job to figure out what I mean by the things I say.

BIOG: …

JACK: Hey, I just noticed that “BIOG” kind of looks like “BLOG.” Weird, huh?

BIOG: Worst client ever …

JACK: What’d you say?

BIOG: Nothing. Okay. You want me to give them a sense of who you really are.

JACK: Bingo.

BIOG: Bingo.

JACK: I’m waiting.

BIOG: …

JACK: Here, start with my birth. Most biographies start like that. Origin stories. Talk about the circumstances of my birth, the home I grew up in, etc.

BIOG: What do you remember about when you were born?

JACK: What kind of question is that?

BIOG: What do you mean?

JACK: I was zero years old. I was too young to remember anything.

BIOG: Well, I did read somewhere that some people have memories of being birthed, and—

JACK: I’m not one of those people. Next.

BIOG: Fine. Tell me about the first thing you do remember.

JACK: …

BIOG: Are you playing Angry Birds on your phone?

JACK: Sorry, what?

BIOG: You were playing—

JACK: I wasn’t. What we were talking about?

BIOG: Your first memory.

JACK: Right. My first memory.

BIOG: Don’t tell me you don’t have—

JACK: Hold your horses. I’m thinking.

JACK: Okay: I remember a playground under a silver sky. I remember a rusted set of monkey bars, and the way the flaky metal rubbed against the inside of my knee …

BIOG: Go on.

JACK: That’s all I remember about that. But you know, I do remember my grandparents’ apartment. My parents and I lived in the tiny bedroom in the back, while my grandparents slept on a bed in the den. I think my aunt, uncle, and cousin stayed on a sofa bed in the den, too. It’s pretty common back in China—three, four generations in one household. I remember there was a desk in the bedroom, and I’d do my homework there. But that could be a false memory. I was maybe four, five years old? Did I even have homework in preschool?

BIOG: What else do you remember?

JACK: That the teacher didn’t like me that much. Or, she didn’t think I was anything special is more accurate. And then there was a school-wide competition for various arts—calligraphy, drawing—and I did both drawing and calligraphy and my entries ended up winning second place and third place. My teacher was really surprised that I won. “Ehh? You won?” I can practically hear her saying. I remember thinking, That’s right! I showed you. And one of the prizes was a tiny blue plastic tabletop lamp that fit perfectly on the desk in the bedroom.

JACK: But thinking back now, it doesn’t seem right. I couldn’t have had those emotions that young, could I? When does a child first develop a sense of pride, or vindication?

BIOG: It’s very common for people to project aspects of their more mature selves onto their former …

JACK: Wait a minute.

BIOG: … shows a certain degree of introspection, along with insecurities about …

JACK: How did I get into this lounge chair? I was sitting at my desk just a second ago.

BIOG: … your vulnerabilities on the path to expressing the your true self.

JACK: I know what you’re doing.

BIOG: I want you to close your eyes and count backwards from ten.

JACK: I don’t like where this is going.

BIOG: Sit back down.

JACK: I’m fine standing.

BIOG: Suit yourself. Now tell me: What’s on your mind?

JACK: Stop! Stop it. I don’t feel comfortable with this.

BIOG: It could be that your discomfort stems from your fear of—

JACK: Look, I’ll leave you alone, okay? Just write whatever you want! I’m out of here.

JACK: …

JACK: Unlock the door.

BIOG: I don’t know what you’re talking about.

JACK: Wait, why are you wearing my glasses? And my clothes! Where did these guys in ski masks come from? Hey! Let me g—

BIOG: Take him away.

JACK: You can’t do this! I’ll find you and I’ll … [unintelligible]

JACK: …

JACK[?]: [slow laughter]

These Days

My debut novel, about the human side of technology. Available now. Details.

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